Danse
Macabre
-by Ajora Fravashi
*Disclaimer - I don't own Digimon. Toei/Bandai does. Dammit.
*Note: Normally I hate character death, but this is a Day
of the Dead fic.
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Inky shadows
draped over the floors, over the furnishings, over everything
that was not lit by the few tiny candles that somehow still managed
to maintain a flame. This place was so silent that his footsteps
echoed with alarming loudness. But for the life of him, he couldn't
recall why he was here or what he was here for.
Ryo gave
up trying to sneak around when it became apparent that any walking
he did was making some sort of sound. All he could figure out
was that he wanted to be out of this creepy place as soon as possible.
Yet there was something oddly familiar about this place. He had
been here before, time and again. Each time this nightmare got
worse.
Nightmare.
A humorless smirk tugged at Ryo's lips at the thought. Nightmare
for him, perhaps, but he was sure Millenniumon was more than enjoying
himself by torturing him like this. The nightmares started when
he had first defeated Millenniumon, possibly as retribution, then
started up whenever Millenniumon was close. It was as if Millenniumon's
spirit was lurking in the back of his mind and at the corner of
his eye, waiting for the opportunity to leap in and rip him to
shreds when he least expected it. Or to drive him mad. Either
way it was very unpleasant and he was really disturbed by this
little dance he was forced into.
"So what
will it be this time," the Tamer called out into the darkness.
"A repeat of last month's gorefest? I really should stop playing
so many horror games, they're giving you way too many ideas."
An inhuman
chuckle resounded all around him, the voice a mixture of reptilian
hiss and rumbling mechanics, the buzz of an insect and lupine
growl, angelic tenor and demonic bass. Millenniumon, the fusion
of Chimeramon and MugenDramon. A chill crept up Ryo's spine at
the unusually pleasant note in Millenniumon's multilayered voice.
That was definitely not good. "That was nothing more than a little
bit of fun, nemesis mine. Tonight is a night I'm sure your little
Ken might have told you about once. In some parts of your world,
your people celebrate a day when the dead are said to rise from
the grave. So many names your people have for it, it's a wonder
they all maintain the same ideals."
Standing
still as he glanced around for the source of the voice, Ryo sighed
and decided to ask something that could at least clue him in on
what point Millenniumon was trying to get at. "Yeah. Halloween
or something, Samhaine, Día de los Muertos. Ken has a thing for
folklore. Big deal, what's the point?"
The candles
went out at once then, plunging him into darkness. The night never
bothered him, but there was no light reflected anywhere, no sound
other than his own heart beating loudly in his chest. He would
have been content with the idea that he was alone, but he knew
too well that Millenniumon was watching him. He couldn't tell
how much time had passed, but eventually the silence was broken
by a voice that was neither his or Millenniumon's.
"Failure."
Ryo blinked
into the darkness as he tried to figure out who the new voice
was. There was something familiar about it and the traces of memory
indicated friendship with that person, but it had been years since
he heard it. "Come again?"
"You're
a failure, Akiyama," the voice whispered into his ear. Ryo turned
to grab whoever was speaking, but ended up with nothing but a
fistful of air. "Oh, all the times you could have prevented what
happened to my little brother. All the times I warned you against
taking him to the Digital World. But you never listened."
"Osamu."
The memory finally clicked into place, and with it came a tightening
in his chest. Oh, that certainly was nice of Millenniumon. Revive
some unresolved issues. Great. Where was a nice deep hole when
he needed one? "It was never intentional, you know."
A dry, thin
hand grabbed his then, guiding him into a bizarre dance to nonexistent
music. "You should have heeded my warning. I could say that it's
your fault, but that would be pointless. I simply came to say
this: there's no need for you there anymore. Join me."
Another
blink and then appeared a dim film of light from a distant candle
that just barely displayed his friend's features. Even in the
scant illumination Osamu looked so pale in the black formal suit
he wore, and even in the unreality of the situation Ryo could
feel a solid hand pressed into one of his and the other resting
on his shoulder. Uncertain as to the nature of this particular
sequence, Ryo simply shrugged and decided to go along with whatever
the game was. "Join you where?"
"There's
nothing for you anymore," Osamu stated as he led the other through
the waltz steps. "Ken no longer needs you. Your parents consider
you dead. All that's left now is death."
"You want
me to join you in death?" Ryo would have stopped in surprise at
the idea, but Osamu's pace was insistent and he would only end
up making a fool of himself if he tried to step out of it. "But
I have so much to do in the Digital World. There's Millenniumon,
and my job, and-"
A gentle,
almost sad smile crossed Osamu's lips. "Others can do your job,
and you and Millenniumon are linked on a scale even I cannot fully
comprehend. When you die, he will die. You two are destined to
battle for eternity or destroy each other. Everyone dies eventually,
Ryo, and the sooner it comes, the less suffering there is for
you. It's so lonely where I am."
Sighing,
Ryo simply settled into the slow dance. He had never really thought
of dying, not since the end of '99, when he had first encountered
the Digital World, but there was so much he still had to do. "I
have my entire life ahead of me, Osamu, I want to be able to live
out that life and make up for my mistakes."
Osamu made
a small noise of exasperation at his words. "There's no need for
you to make amends with anyone, what's done is done. And what
kind of life awaits you, should you manage to escape this never-ending
cycle of nightmares? Monotonous school work that will later turn
into monotonous office work? You are not one who would ever be
content to settle into the drone-like lifestyle that is expected
of our culture nowadays. Join me instead and end it all. End the
stress, the guilt, the pain, the horror that awaits you each time
you dream. Aren't you tired yet of Millenniumon's attentions?"
"I'm sick
of it," the Tamer responded in agreement. "But I have to put up
with it. If I don't, then Millenniumon's attention would return
to the Digital World."
The dance
never faltered as Osamu looked up at him with a chilling, penetrating
stare. "What kind of a life is that? Why should you accept your
lot? You'd be better off with me, away from this."
Ryo winced
internally at the subtle note of frustration in his friend's voice.
If he wasn't careful, this would end up dissolving into yet another
fight. Day of the Dead, and here he was getting into an argument
with the dead. Good going. Perhaps he could turn the conversation
somewhere else. "So, why did it take you this long to come for
me?"
"Because
for the first time, your mind is clear enough for me to reach
you. I would try to reach Ken, but it is not yet his time." Osamu
stepped away then to break the dance. "I will come for you again,
when he isn't watching. When I return, I expect an answer.
You're lucky, you know. Death does not always give its victims
a choice."
As Osamu
retreated into the darkness, the single candle went out once again.
Alone, again, in a void where the only thing he could sense was
himself and the cobbled floor on which he stood.
Failure.
The word and all its connotations echoed in his mind. He could
remember when a group of other Tamers surrounded him, mocking
him for being unable to fully eliminate Millenniumon. He hadn't
stood up for himself simply because they were right. Failure.
He could remember the first time Ken called him that, during the
time when Ken was starting to turn into the Kaiser. It was because
he had failed to get rid of that Dark Seed. Failure. He could
remember when he had heard the news of Osamu's death from Ken.
He hadn't gone to the funeral because he failed to face his fears
and deal with the loss of his best friend. Failure. It fit.
There was
a grunt of disapproval from behind him, and despite the darkness
Ryo was tempted to glance back. As he expected, nothing appeared
from the void. Nothing more than Millenniumon's voice.
"Not a complete
failure." Ryo could just imagine his nemesis smirking behind him.
Something akin to a window opened up before him, glowing a blinding
white before toning down to reveal the proud image of a conqueror.
"After all, it was your training and my Dark Seed that created
that."
The image
of the Kaiser cut to another image, this one of a memory he only
wished he could forget. The window depicted a younger version
of himself with whip in hand, demonstrating to the younger boy
beside him how to use the weapon in hopes that he would be able
to teach Ken how to defend himself. There was no sound from the
window, but he knew the words he had spoken too well. "The whip
is a wonderful weapon. With it you can strike things at a distance,
cut, and a good whipcracker can use it to wrap around things too."
Ken's face
had lit up then, the boy had previously been frowning at the thought
that he'd even need a way to defend himself in the Digital World.
"Oh, like in those Indiana Jones movies from America!"
"Exactly!
It takes a bit of practice to be that good, but I'm sure you'll
master it soon enough. Just do what I did..."
The image
faded out for awhile, leaving behind several shades of grey. Ryo's
hands clenched into fists as he fought down the rising self- loathing.
He didn't want to remember. When the window to his buried memories
displayed another of his mistakes, he looked away. Didn't want
to remember.
It was only
when one of Millenniumon's many claws reached out to shatter the
screen that he looked up to glare into the darkness. The massive
digimon seemed to be relishing his pain. Before he knew it, one
of Millenniumon's claws wrapped around his neck and forced him
to look ahead. The single candle lit again, but brighter. An image
of the Kaiser grinned arrogantly at him.
"You're
the one who taught me everything I needed to know," stated the
boy that embodied the sum of his mistakes. The Kaiser's eyes drifted
above him, possibly looking at Millenniumon. "I applied that knowledge
to become what I am." Then those ice cold eyes returned to Ryo's,
widening slightly in half-mad delight. "Thank you, Ryo-san."
He felt
ill under that icy gaze. It wasn't supposed to turn out this way,
nothing was supposed to turn out this way. The image of the Kaiser
flickered and dissipated into a nebulous cloud before solidifying
into the image of Ken after the Kaiser's fall. This version of
Ken stared solemnly at him, eyes full of self-loathing, pain,
loss... And it was all his fault.
All his
fault.
The image
of Ken then disappeared completely when the candle's flame sputtered
and went so low that it might as well have been put out completely.
It was then that Millenniumon let him go to collapse on the floor.
Embracing what freedom it allowed him, Ryo sat and hugged his
knees close to hide the tears that were starting to form.
"I'm quite
proud of myself. Oh, that Dark Seed was meant for you, but Ken
proved to be a far better choice of carrier," Millenniumon quipped
as he circled the Tamer, voice laced with delight at what Ryo
was going through. "After all, look at what just the image of
that boy has done to you. I must say, I do love seeing you in
pain like this. Let's call it my revenge for all the times you
defeated me."
Revenge.
As he fought
down his emotions, Ryo then recalled Osamu's voice during their
strange little dance earlier. Revenge. Millenniumon wanted him
broken, but he was not going to give the digimon that pleasure.
Not when there was one last option. Closing his eyes, he attempted
to block out his nemesis's mocking words. He could have his revenge
too.
Only when
it was silent did he look up. There was no Millenniumon now. All
that was audible now was the beating of his own heart and the
single candle's flame. The flame rose high then, casting a light
stronger than it ever had before. A hand reached out to take it
from its sconce, and when the figure turned to look at him, the
flame revealed Osamu's features.
"Your answer?"
.~*~.
Deep in
the heart of the Digital World, hidden from all but the few Tamers
that were employed under Gennai, was a vast chamber. Within this
chamber were two vast crystals. One of these imprisoned Millenniumon's
spirit. The other kept a legendary Tamer known as Akiyama Ryo
in a deep sleep.
It was necessary,
one of the Holy Beasts had explained to the man who once called
himself Kaiser. They had gotten so tired of Millenniumon's constant
resurrections that they had decided it best to lock Ryo away with
Millenniumon. Since then there had been no recurrence, no more
Millenniumon to disrupt the Digital World. The sacrifice was worth
it. At least, it was worth it to them.
Every now
and then Ken visited this place. He could forgive Ryo for teaching
him, for it was his own fault that he had twisted those teachings
to his own purposes. Every now and then he watched the stable
vital signs, hoping that maybe some day Ryo would wake up. But
the years had passed and neither Ryo or Millenniumon ever awoke,
nor did Ryo show any signs of being able to hear his words when
he tried to tell his friend of what was happening outside. The
two were locked together, and who knew what might have been going
on inside their crystal prisons.
He was in
the midst of telling the sleeping figure about his promotion to
detective when he noticed that Ryo's eyes were fluttering open.
Stunned, he rose to place a hand on the crystal in hopes of finding
some way to open it. Ryo tapped on the clear prison wall to get
his attention and smiled sadly.
"Don't bother,"
Ryo's muffled voice called out. Ken's hand touched where Ryo's
rested against the thick crystal, and were it not for that wall
their hands would have touched. "Sorry, kiddo. Just have one last
act of revenge of my own against him before I go with Osamu."
The gaze then shifted over to Millenniumon's crystal, and a tiny
smirk crossed Ryo's face. "Game over."
Then Ryo's
eyes closed and the hand dropped, boneless, back to its original
position. Stunned, Ken spared a quick glance at the display by
the crystal that depicted Ryo's vital signs. Heart rate, brain
activity, respiration, everything was flat lined.
Minutes
later, Millenniumon's spirit decompiled into a spray of digital
dust.
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Ajora: There
is a very good reason this is called Danse Macabre. The idea was
born from research into French traditions concerning Halloween
and the Day of the Dead. Additionally, Moon=Millenniumon outright
says at the end of D-1 Tamers that he and Ryo are linked and that
his own defeat is Ryo's. Which is just creepy if you ask me.
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